am I trying to sabotage myself?

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I should not be posting on livejournal right now
I must write two pages about Jacques the Fatalist
I need to start my day in half an hour, I go to work at 7:40, I need to submit an electronic copy & a hard copy by 11....

Why do I do this? Why? Why. Why.