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sigmastolenfuck them both and fuck facebook and fuck me for goddamn looking. especially fuck me. why do i keep letting this hurt me? why is it that i can't just give up and let go? hoping like this is killing me.
and why, when i have had myself a good time and been really, really happy and felt like i was making progress and healing, can i not let that be how it is? why do i keep reopening these wounds?
i'm sorry i'm angsting all over the place. i must be some kind of sick puppy, that i can't help myself.
i need to get out of here.
and why, when i have had myself a good time and been really, really happy and felt like i was making progress and healing, can i not let that be how it is? why do i keep reopening these wounds?
i'm sorry i'm angsting all over the place. i must be some kind of sick puppy, that i can't help myself.
i need to get out of here.
