Apr. 16th, 2006
i am spamming my flist. yay!
Apr. 16th, 2006 11:59 pmItalian is so much fun. I get to insult my brother as part of ( a composition! )
Wheee.
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( And just stuff about my weekend. )
And so here I am in my dorm room, listening to Jacqueline Du Pre play the Elgar Cello Concerto and writing an obscenely long livejournal entry (well, that's partly because I also forgot my actual RL 3-D solid pen-and-paper journal at home).
Note 1: It has been a long five weeks of Lent. Ham is nice, and so is chocolate.
Note 2: Every time I go home, I wonder if I would be better off at a school far away-- it would force me to be more independent of my parents. And then, you know, I'll always wonder what things could have been had I gone to CMU or Oberlin. And that makes me feel bitter, which is a poor state of affairs.
Note 3: Lesson anxiety makes me want to DIE. The harder I work on something, the worse it is when I try to play it for Charlie. I don't understand. And it is SO FRUSTRATING. But. This week WILL be better. Whether it WANTS TO or NOT.
Note 4: I suck at piano. Just so you know.
But it was a good weekend, all in all.
I love my mom.
Wheee.
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( And just stuff about my weekend. )
And so here I am in my dorm room, listening to Jacqueline Du Pre play the Elgar Cello Concerto and writing an obscenely long livejournal entry (well, that's partly because I also forgot my actual RL 3-D solid pen-and-paper journal at home).
Note 1: It has been a long five weeks of Lent. Ham is nice, and so is chocolate.
Note 2: Every time I go home, I wonder if I would be better off at a school far away-- it would force me to be more independent of my parents. And then, you know, I'll always wonder what things could have been had I gone to CMU or Oberlin. And that makes me feel bitter, which is a poor state of affairs.
Note 3: Lesson anxiety makes me want to DIE. The harder I work on something, the worse it is when I try to play it for Charlie. I don't understand. And it is SO FRUSTRATING. But. This week WILL be better. Whether it WANTS TO or NOT.
Note 4: I suck at piano. Just so you know.
But it was a good weekend, all in all.
I love my mom.