i can't really say i didn't see it coming

so it ends, as quickly as it began. christopher and i had a long talk last night, and we decided it's better to be friends for now, until we both work out more of our issues. i understand, and i'll be okay. it's just -- i really wanted this to work, you know? he's the first person i've liked that i was already really good friends with and would not be extremely destructive for me, and he's just wonderful all around, and for some reason he likes me, too... it could have been fantastic. i think we understand each other better now, though. so, maybe later.